Wednesday, May 8, 2013

moving on up; moving on out.

Today, I thought back on the day I got dropped off at my dorm. I was going through sorority recruitment, so I as well as the other rushees moved in a week before the rest of the freshman class. I remember unpacking my room, being my perfectionistic self and not settling down until each item had its home. I remember hugging my family goodbye and being so excited for the life that I was going to make for myself. And I made quite a life.

Over the course of my four years of college, I learned so many things both about academics and life lessons. For one, I figured out the true difference between an extrovert and an introvert and that I am the latter (contrary to popular belief). I realized how deep my perfectionism runs. I learned what true love is like, and I was able to keep that love in my life to this day. I experienced loving something more than I could ever love myself. I was taught, sometimes the hard way, about the differences between people and how to handle them accordingly. Most importantly, I forged my own path. I was able to figure out my true self.

My college is my home. A piece of my heart will always be here because it is the first place where I felt undeniably safe and confidently myself.

I am sobered by the thought of leaving my home this Friday. I have experienced four beautiful, amazing years in this town. But I will never really leave. Home is where the heart is. My heart is here.


Best,
Sarah


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Thursday, May 2, 2013

failing to plan is planning to fail.

So, I have been completely MIA for months...months. I am very sorry about it.

Many things have happened. I have been accepted to graduate school, I have completed all of my finals, and I am making plans to move back home with my parents for the summer (which is an overachiever's nightmare).

I made the difficult decision to forgo graduate school for a year in order to financially establish myself. I realized that my dreams are big, but being realistic is bigger. I did not want to rack up more debt in order to go to school. I have many things to establish before I make that jump. However, I know my perfectionism will overcome any thoughts about not returning to school. I am totally okay with that.

For now, I am going to enjoy my last few days as a collegian and relax. I do plan to pick back up with my life after graduation.


Best,
Sarah


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